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Meta-Conversation: Eyes Like The Sea

For the recent questions about plumbing, sanitation, and maintenance, I think that the right person to approach is ij Elidzin, the Regal who’s been the most forthcoming with us in former meta-conversations. So I go outside on a bright but brassy afternoon to await him, peering up at the sky where the gusts are pushing and tearing puffs of clouds and whispering of tropical disturbances. It’s warm and moist, but the wind is bracing.

When he arrives, I am glad to see him—my fondest memory of him is holding all his pewter-gray hair in my hands while deciding how to brush it—and that is the foremost memory of him until he comes closer, and I see not just him, but his ancestor, whom I also love a great deal and can see echoed forward in time into Jael Thoron: the same intellect, and the same self-control, and even some of the same mannerisms. My love for them both blends, and for several long heartbeats, I’m not sure who I’m looking at, or if it’s only one person or if I’m merely in love with a generation of people who keep calling back to one another, resurrecting as an eye color or a length of a palm, or a timbre of voice.

I’m thinking I should apologize for my woolgathering, but ij Elidzin is staring at me in a fault of courtesy I’ve never seen in him. He almost looks… shocked.

And then he bows, more deeply than he has ever, and says, “Datyani. I did not know what to think of your attempt at the story of Kherishdar’s inception, but now I doubt no longer.”

“W-what?” I say.

“You look at me,” he said. “And it reminds me of Thirukedi.”

“Oh,” I say softly. “Please, ij Elidzin, pay it no mind.”

“I will try,” he says. And then, with a slight smile, “though I doubt I will be able, entirely. You will forgive me?”

“God,” I said. “You don’t need forgiveness from an aunera, no matter how good a job she’s doing of channeling your emperor. Please, no, don’t even start to object. Just accept that I can’t accept it.” I draw in a breath. “And tell me about sanitation.”

“I’m sorry?” he says again, but no longer seeking forgiveness, but asking for conversational repair. The tangent surprised him. “You mean… the dissolution of waste?”

“My people wonder who cleans your streets and hauls your garbage,” I say.

“Individual Ai-Naidar take their waste to the neighborhood recycling facility,” he says, now puzzled. “That is only waste when a thing can no longer be repaired, datyani. Compostable waste is used for gardens and flower beds and fields. The waste from relieving rooms is destroyed cleanly. We repair most other things. What else?”

I forget that they’re not some medieval society, but a post-scarcity high-tech civilization with permanent wormhole-like gates between planets. “So… city streets, when there’s detritus on them… I suppose that’s things like leaves and mud.”

“And Public Servants, mostly, handle such duties, as well as landscaping. Or Land-workers outside of cities.”

It’s hard for me to imagine a world where a household doesn’t generate entire bags of waste, most of which is packing material. But if your society is built around local-everything, then… I suppose you have a bag you take to market, to bring home items. Or someone comes ‘round to offer them. Especially if you value heirlooms and items in the process of becoming heirlooms—I bet that’s a word—things that remind you of your family and generations past.

“I guess the Public Servants also handle things like power and water and waste systems,” I say. “Each within their district. And all of them chosen because they enjoy mechanical systems and exposed technology.”

“Yes,” he says.

I start to ask what they use for power and realize I don’t really want to know. Fission? Fusion? Why do I have a word for ‘stellar tap’? If you can open a Gate to another world, what’s to stop you from opening it into deep space, to toss your hazardous waste, or onto the surface of a star, if you need to power your world-spanning wormholes?

“I like this about you,” is what I say suddenly. “That you look to us like primitives but are actually operating on technology levels we’re not yet. It’s an interesting juxtaposition.” And then, realizing I’m talking out loud, I shake my head. “I’m sorry, ij Elidzin. That must have sounded ridiculous. The artist opining on why your society is worthy of examination. Hubris!”

“Perhaps,” he says. “But I am not an artist to know what attracts the attention of artists, so hearing your explanation interests me.” I am just breathing out with relief when he finishes, more quietly, “What was he like? My ancestor.”

“Delightful,” I say. “He made a man laugh who had not laughed enough in generations.” The Regal’s ears flick backward, and that, I think, is a struggle between self-control and awe and a yearning to know more. So I finish, “You’ll see.”

This book is taking so very long to write, but I’m resigned to it. All things in their time, and some things make demands about time that you bow to, or you suffer.

“We say edorelet,” he says. I look up at him and he finishes, “That look Thirukedi bestows on those whom He loves, when He sees us as part of the chain of emethil. When we see the meaning of our existence ratified, sealed forever in time because He has remembered and will remember us. Edorelet.”

‘Ocean eyes.’ “It’s beautiful,” I say.

“Yes,” he says, and bows to me, and goes.

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October 27, 2021
Cursive Practice Video, to Relax

Or at least, I intend it to be relaxing. Hopefully it delivers.
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Overview of the First Oil Paint Experiment

In which I talk about the paper, the paint, and the experience of oils versus gouache. Fun stuff, will do more.

Thank you Locals supporters! Your contribution to my art war chest here is what's powering these experiments and videos. For now I'm keeping them public but I may start doing some subscriber-only videos if you all are interested.💖

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Video Review: Oil Painting Papers

My initial review on receipt of the three oil paper products I ordered: the Canson pad, the Rembrandt block, and the Arches single sheets.

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November 09, 2021
Alysha Misc

Thanks for your comments yesterday on the business post... all very provocative, in a good way. I'll try to respond to all of them today.

Some Alysha misc now, since I'm gearing up for the results of the Kickstarter!

Petrov is giving away coupon codes for every book in the Alysha series (and has some leftover coupons for Marda and the business book). You can pick those up here (and please do! The books are bought already, someone should use them!) https://twitter.com/PetrovNeutrino/status/1457344535843987461

Our own @JudasComplex sent along a sample of the Faith in the Service audiobook, which I've attached for your delight! I... haven't had a chance to listen to it. Don't ask me about my past week and a half or so. Putting it here will guarantee I get to it.

After hearing the amused comments during the livestream, I went ahead and added all the ship type illustrations I have inked from the 90s to the wiki. Glory in the rampant adorableness of their anthropomorphic stylings! See those ...

Alysha Misc
The Jaguar's Heart 7: We Are Not a Monolith

A little comedy today, at least in the link. Transcript follows.


Hi, all. Welcome to this episode of The Jaguar’s Heart.

A while back I was introduced to a comedy sketch about Cuban coffee by a Mexican comedian, Gabriel Iglesias. ( The sketch begins with him greeting all his fellow Latinos and then backing up to say ‘but we’re all different, aren’t we’ which is a segue into a demonstration of how different Hispanics speak Spanish.

It is hilarious. First, because I am a Spanish speaker and a linguistics hobbyist, and his portrayal of various accents resonated with my experiences in trying to make sense of them myself… Not always easy, since from culture to culture, slang and accent are often totally different (and sometimes grammar! Spaniards use a grammatical construct that has died out in many other Spanish-speaking countries, the plural “you.”)

I also loved it because the Cuban coffee part is real. I grew up with Cubans. I know how we are....

The Jaguar's Heart 7: We Are Not a Monolith
The Jaguar's Heart 6: Hatespeech

One of the most common things I hear (and say) right now is "the asymmetry is the story." Here's one about how none of us are innocent of the sins we hate in others.


Hi, all. Welcome to this week’s episode of The Jaguar’s Heart.

It’s been weeks since the Baen’s Bar incident and I’m still thinking about it... because the longer I do, the more I feel, overwhelmingly, that it’s obvious that the problem is deeper than “this forum was saying stuff that offended us.” We have to back up to the glaring fact that people on opposite sides no longer consider each other human. Nothing I say will matter because the people disagreeing with me don’t think I’m human. They have denied my humanity; they have not bothered to listen to my beliefs, or have fake-listened to them in that way that people do when they’re so ready to prove you wrong that they’re only using your speech to provide talking points for their own ideas.

We have forgotten how to listen.

Increasingly, we have also ...

The Jaguar's Heart 6: Hatespeech
September 23, 2026
Wednesday Share: The Elemental Series

https://mcahogarth.org/gallery/image/123-2019-42-ElementalJahir

Today's Wednesday Share is a little different... in this case, it's the first of a series, and you can see the other 6 pieces (plus a false start) linked from the annotation in the gallery. (Bonus: there's a link to another, similar series of Peltedverse Tarot images in the artist notes section).

I was inspired to do this one by the song Elemental from the Tears for Fears album. I was thinking of what the elemental symbols of each of the major Eldritch saga characters was, so I decided to chase them down. For instance, Jahir's has the unicorn, the amulet, the sword of state, the caduceus, and the net/spacetime of the seer!

If you're interested in seeing the rest of them, go check them out! Share your favorites if you feel like leaving a comment!

September 22, 2026
My Thirtieth (!) Kickstarter is live!

How wild is that? This one is fun because it's a "choose your champion" style competition between tea and coffee! And my daughter is participating to raise money for her college food budget with a design of her own! AND it will run through my birthday!

This might be more excitement than I can handle, honestly, lol. Anyway, come check it out!

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/mcahogarth/tea-dragon-vs-coffee-dragon-drink-sticker-campaign?ref=o2nj4z

September 21, 2026
Back in Time... Monday? North Point

Yes! Because tomorrow I am launching the kickstarter, so I don't want to clutter up your feed. So for your pleasure today, here is a color pencil piece from 26 years ago. Look at the water! And goodness, how hard I worked on those dark and forbidding cliffs. But I think my favorite thing is her hair, caught up in the jeweled caul.

I hope this one brings some beauty to the start of your week!

You can see it here on the gallery: https://mcahogarth.org/gallery/image/56-2000-055-NorthPoint

September 25, 2026
Freebie Short: Hate That Guy

Today's short returns to the Le'enle for a comical urban fantasy published originally in Raconteur Press's Brim to the Dregs anthology. This was a potion-and-brew-themed call, and that made it a perfect fit for the Le'enle who have a special relationship with...

Well, just read on. XD

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September 18, 2026
Freebie Short: Sister Prissa's Philters

Returning to the freebies, here's the fantasy short I wrote for Raconteur Press's Goblin Market anthology. One of the things I love most about the Le'enle is that they're a meta-genre species: because they are immortal superbeings who choose to live among mortals, they are as at home in a scifi dystopia as they are in an urban fantasy as they are in a fairy tale. For this story, I chose to return to their medieval-fantasy-esque roots to tell a gentle story about magical inventory.

Okay, it's not about magical inventory. But I did have a lot of fun designing Prissa's potions, and I hope you enjoy reading about them.🧡

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September 11, 2026
Freebie Short: Tapa's Adventure

This one was originally published in Raconteur Press's anthology All Will Burn 3, the theme of which was "parents will do anything for their children." Most people went super-serious with that theme. I decided to go slapstick, and set this one in the Peltedverse. It's about the Guardkin, and eventually it will go in the Forecourt collection I'm planning. But for my locals supporters, here's your dose of fun for Friday!

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