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January 10, 2025

            “Did this morning really happen?” Amanda asked later while Felix rubbed her feet. “Did our son tell us that we were such great parents that he wanted to lend us to someone with bad parents? And then did he only play for twenty minutes before logging off and vanishing to hang out with his friends for the afternoon? When he would usually have been online all day on a Saturday?”

            “Did our son really ask me to record more videos for the internet…”

            “That too!” Amanda wiggled her toes, laughing. “If I’d known all it would take to make Nick leave his cave and stop being a gremlin was to play games with him, I would have done it a long time ago.”

            “Would you have?”

            It was said so seriously that she sat up. Her husband—still handsome, no, more handsome after years of marriage—was giving her one of those looks that had so arrested her when they’d been dating. The ones that challenged without triggering her need to be defensive. How did he do that? He’d only gotten better at it with age. So she flopped back onto the couch and made herself think about it while watching the lazy rotation of the ceiling fan blades. She remembered Nick as an infant, staring up at them in fascination, remembered trying to imagine what he’d thought of them, with no memories and no knowledge and his fuzzy, imperfect baby eyes.

            Nick wasn’t that baby anymore. She’d had years to enter into his interests fully, in whatever way she’d been capable. But it had always been easier to assume that either he wouldn’t want her involved, or she’d be… what? Bad at it? Bored? Her cheeks colored. “Obviously not, because until this moment I haven’t really. I could have been more engaged with him. Cared more about what interested him.”

            Her husband resumed his massage. “Don’t go overboard. You attended the school plays and the basketball games. You went to the spelling bees, and the poetry recital contests, and the archery lessons. You’ve been there for him, and when work’s allowed, so have I.”

            “Yes, but when we notice we could do better, we should.” She paused, laughed a little. “And I did! I’m an Omen Galaxica player now!”

            “A famous one,” he said, grinning. “With a streaming channel and everything! ‘PonyMom Cooks’!”

            Amanda raised a pillow so she could hide her face in it. “Oh God, I haven’t even looked at the channel.” She peeped over the edge. “Besides I’m not the only famous one, apparently.”

            His grin softened, but he looked excited, amused. “Never thought my random crazy interests might gain any traction with the internet hordes….”

            “So that’s your Saturday afternoon sewn up.”

            “My Saturday was already sewn up. I have a pregnant wife to pamper.”

            But there was a restlessness quickening his movements that meant his mind was elsewhere. And she was glad, because she wanted him to have fun and do things he enjoyed, and how often was that possible for him? “Your pregnant wife has a streaming channel to feed, along with a village of centaurs and refugees.”

            “You want to play? By yourself?”

            “Nick will be along at some point, I’m sure.” She made a shooing motion. “Go plan your lecture series.”

            He laughed and leaned over to kiss her brow. “All right. Don’t get into any trouble.”

            “If I do, I’ll make sure it goes viral.”

            So she was cheerful when she donned the headset and zoned into the village, which had (fortunately) not experienced any fresh setbacks in her absence. In fact, the inn now had three walls, and if those three walls were describing the entire first floor, prior to any sectioning into separate chambers, that was still better than being exposed to the elements. She assumed there were elements in the game, but come to think of it, she hadn’t noticed anything like weather. Would there be storms? Snow in winter? She didn’t love severe weather, but she’d miss a gentle rain, especially if it made the fields smell fresh and floral.

            What to do? Oh, yes. There was a quest now, and one of the chapters was assigned to her.

WORLD QUEST: From the Ground Up

After suffering the depredations of marauders, Donner’s Beck is in need of restoration! Find a novel way to participate in the rebuilding of this starter village to earn unique, one-time rewards.

 

Current Chapters and Progression:

            Heart of the Village: The inn is in shambles. Rebuild it to restore vital village services.

            As much as she preferred to make her own choices, she had to admit that sometimes having your task list set out for you was relaxing. “No cooking today,” she said. “Hauling! Probably!”

            That was what she ended up doing. It tickled her fancy to buckle a harness onto her pony half and go to work moving rocks. Pregnancy made her feel fragile, and she hated that; hated the dread of her body failing on her, and on her unborn child. Her pony self was a sturdy as she remembered being in college, when her husband had admired her for her endurance and strong arms. And when an hour into her efforts, the game informed her that she’d learned a new skill (‘Hauling’) and increased her strength and constitution by ‘a significant amount,’ she laughed. That was all she’d been missing: specific feedback!

            All around her, the centaurs and remaining humans of Donner’s Beck were laboring, clearing the detritus from the road and the center of town where the tree was. She stopped beside it, pleased to see it a little higher, and glowing. Even the arrow stuck into the ground alongside it satisfied her, because it was evidence that KillzYourFase hadn’t destroyed everything. She turned in place. Nick had said something about improving the town, not just restoring it to its former state. She glanced at the stone she was dragging, which had a flat surface and a triangular bottom. She wondered…

            About ten minutes later, she finished pounding the stone flush with her hooves and started as a dialogue box interrupted her vision.

            Do you wish to designate this area a plaza?

            “I don’t know,” she exclaimed. “Should I? Are there benefits? Other than avoiding mud. That was what I was thinking. That if there’s rain in the game, using the street must be gross.”

            A plaza allows the following bonuses:

Increases in traffic

Increases in trade

Increases in town attractiveness (affects tourism, relationship with crown)

Happiness boost to residents

Unlocks town benefit: Upgraded Well and Fountain

“Nothing about that sounds bad,” Amanda said. “What’s the downside?”

Additional stone must be procured. Existing stone supply is not sufficient to paving a plaza.

           “And I bet nowhere near enough to do a road, too, and a wall, and we’re going to need a wall.” She tapped her back hoof, decided that this much thinking needed a stove. And a walk. She could combine the two into a search for materials for something… probably a stew. If all you had was a cauldron, every meal looked like a soup. Amanda tangled her fingers in her barbarian necklace and rattled it. She was the ferocious pony mother. She could surely brain a few rabbits with a spoon. She wouldn’t go far. Besides… she had that rock from the stream head that she hadn’t figured out what to do with. Maybe she could find a place nearby to set it? Make a little shrine? Setting it directly in town felt weird—it was a thing that belonged to the woods. Putting it at the border between the settlement and the wilderness made more sense.

            Amanda unsheathed her ladle and sallied forth.

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Meta-Conversations: The Unexpected Calligrapher

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More AI Experiments: In Which the Jaguar Vibe-Codes

Coding an interface into my Ai-Naidari lexicon is my current side project… though can I call it a side project when my other two projects currently are the Ai-Naidari meta-conversations and a Kherishdar novel? It’s obviously all just swirled together in my brain. But I’ve always wanted some kind of standalone gamified language thingie for this setting and putting it together was beyond both my time constraints and my capabilities.

Except now there’s vibe coding.

For those of you who aren’t terminally online (like me), vibe coding is talking to AI about what you want and having AI code you the results. And… it works. Two days later, I have a minimally viable interface that searches my google spreadsheet and returns you words, teaches you a word of the day, and gives you a random word when you ask. Which is honestly magical. A thing I wanted done for years, just… like that. And my oh my, I have learned a lot.

One – I don’t know how well vibe coding works if you haven’t done some coding and/or sysadmin work in the past. I am by no means a coder; at best, I was good at patching together pieces of things written by other people, and I could construct a useful SQL query for a database most days, and I could figure out some very basic sysadmin tasks. I’ve also written some design documents, and read a bunch, and I have a functional knowledge of how software works at a high level. This means I am able to tell AI what I want (“I’d like the user to select between two drop down boxes, one of which will search for the user input in the ‘meaning’ column and one that will search in the ‘category’ column”).


It also means when something breaks and AI explains what it is, I have a basic idea of what it’s talking about and I know enough to know when something I’m doing is potentially dangerous. At least two problems we ran into, I figured out how to fix myself because I’d had sufficient prior experience with all this stuff to spot it before Grok did. (The most amusing one involved my text editor wrapping long lines, which ‘broke’ them by python standards.)

So I don’t know how well this would work if you’re starting from square one. But when you’re starting from a very rusty square 5, it’s interesting how fast you can blow the rust off and get moving.

Two – interestingly (to me), a lot of the errors I ran into were environmental. I spent all of Day 1 trying to figure out why python wasn’t working on my host, and Grok and I went through hours of trial and error before we pinned it down to a host permission error that I had to contact my hosting company to resolve. Nearly all of my problems weren’t code problems, they were interactions between the code and the environment, because I hadn’t set up the environment… my hosting provider had. So I didn’t know enough about it to guess at the issues until we brute-forced our way down a chain of tests.

Three – Grok and I went through literally hours of trial and error. I don’t think I can express how enormous that is. “This broke.” “Great, check here for error messages. What do you see?” “Here, this.” “Oh, that means xyz, let’s try this.” Over. And over. And over. And unlike a person, Grok never got tired of helping me, never got impatient or frustrated, never wandered off to do something else, and never ran out of ideas.

When I got my first day job, they wanted me to write web pages, which I could do. But they gave me a bare metal RAID and said ‘put some hard drives in this thing, install an OS on it, then install a web server and make the website' which... is like telling someone to make a cookie by showing you the field where they expect you to plant the wheat. If I hadn’t had very patient friends I could run to for advice, I would have failed right out the gate. And everything I ever learned, I learned either by painstakingly searching forums, reading out-of-date books, or asking people to teach me... in their spare time because they were all busy doing their own jobs. And how embarrassing and frustrating it was to have to constantly bother them for help…!

Imagine having AI as your always-on, always-ready teacher. I’m imagining me with that tool back then and how much faster and more effective I would have been. It’s mind-blowing.

Which brings me to four – I am learning a great deal. Some of the stuff we did I am only hazy on; the API business is still at the “just do what Grok says” stage for me. But a lot of the stuff I was hazy on before going into this experiment, I now see far more clearly. Things like data structure (in the  ‘okay, the way I have the data set up makes it difficult to use’ sense)… you learn that a lot faster when you try to access it than when you imagine how it’s going to be accessed. You also learn about UI a lot faster when you actually use trial versions of a UI than you do when poking other people’s, or designing a UI without testing a live version.

I can totally see vibe coding being a tool to become a better coder. IF (and only if!) you pay attention and ask it to explain things as you go.

Five – I wonder how many people realize how insanely complex all the backend systems are that power our consensus technological reality. It concerns me how opaque that stuff is. I hope lots and lots of people are learning how to maintain it or we’re going to be in trouble.

Finally… I’m having fun. I’m not going to say spending four or five hours iterating through error messages is everyone’s idea of fun, but there was something magical about the AI always having something new to try, always ready to tell me how to find a tool I wasn’t sure how to use and walk me through it, always encouraging me to keep going. And once my little talking-head interface was up and every change I made was testable live, it was just tremendous. To go from ‘this is an idea I’ve had in my head for years’ to ‘it works, now you just need to make it prettier and more robust’ is… insanely cool.

If you'd like to play with my alpha version interface, pop onto my discord. I'm limiting it for now because I only have 300 credits worth of API calls and I have a lot of testing and fixing I want to do before I run out of them! But I should be able to get this thing to the point where I can make it generally available, and by then I’ll have learned enough to do some other projects I’ve wanted to do, like a book recommendation game, and maybe a wiki interface and some other silly but fun things.

I keep finding use cases for AI that are honestly pretty amazing. Using it as an assistant for conlang was great for me... but this use case is great for my fans, or will be eventually, and I'm really excited about it.

For those of you who don’t care and mostly want to know about the setting stuff… I’m thinking the girl is from Elidzin, the Regal house that marries into Qevellen. But I’m still trying to decide who our hostess is. I should ask...!

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