2021 was an absolute trainwreck, in multiple ways. I lost the first four months of it—no work at all—and had a major routine change halfway through it when my commute went from seven minutes to thirty-five, and I went from being home 99% of the day to being out 99% of the day. The kinds of work you can do in a coffee shop are very different from the kinds of work you can do at home with a stationary set-up, so the disruption basically went “major disruption, nothing done—a few months where you’re getting your feet under you—major disruption, trying to get things done—try to make up for that in the last quarter of the year.”
It amazes me I got anything done at all. But let’s talk about what I managed despite the upheaval.
WRITING
Writing remains my bread-and-butter, the consistent money-maker. I published four books in 2021, three novels and one collection:
• Dragons’ Fealty
• Scions’ Flight
• Coracle 1
• To Discover and Preserve
I also wrote one standalone short, “Silver and Gold,” which will end up in next year’s holiday collection.
I did a lot of writing in 2021, though, that isn’t done yet—this is good! This means I’m going into 2022 with projects I can complete. In particular, I wrote nearly a novel’s worth of work while rewriting Zafiil, I nearly finished the next Alysha series book (my next target, hoping for Jan 2022), continued working on Coracle 2, started a gamelit novel, and a holiday novella which will probably get wrapped up next year.
This was the first year I did dedicated “planning” work. Usually I don’t bother to outline stories unless they need the development, and I’m about to start on them… but in 2021, I wrote dedicated outlines for future projects. I also wrote out a detailed plan for the unicorn (Le’enle) collection I want to Kickstarter next year, if I have time.
• Planned Le’enle collection + KS.
• Outlined KH5
• Outlined Qora novel
This was the first year I was asked to do more than one guest post, so… I did! One on blurbing for the Mad Genius Club, and one on ATH.
I feel pretty good about where I am, writing-wise, going into 2022. And since “publish at least four books a year” is my standing goal, I’m satisfied that I managed.
ART
My art process (I have discovered) is the most vulnerable to change. Having a big workspace, with a camera set-up and all the tools I need nearby, isn’t necessary for me to draw, but it makes a big difference in how often I do and what I finish. I can haul things with me to paint in coffee shops, but the projects are going to be smaller and more tactical—“I need this for this book” rather than “this would be a fun thing to work on while chatting with people on Twitch.” I also had a pretty cool plan worked out with the school about doing art on-campus which fell through for various reasons… big disappointment there.
Nevertheless, I managed to do some streaming, and oddly, being out frequently tumbled me into a gallery showing at the coffee shop, where I sold 7 out of 9 of the posters I hung. That was successful enough that I’m thinking of investigating new show options in 2022.
I finished three large paintings and a handful of smaller pieces, filled two normal sketchbooks (and the usual run of smaller journals, used for making lists/taking notes). And I designed a new badge for patrons, this one for my book backers. I’ve been wanting to do that one for a while so I’m glad I finally got to it.
I also doodled in five books for a giveaway I participated in, and I sold two doodled-in books. Both to Sheltie. Hi, Sheltie. XD
OTHER BUSINESS STUFF
In bullet form!
PERSONAL
Finally, I feel it would be appropriate to mention a few personal items relating to 2021.
Discovering that nearly all covid deaths in the non-elderly are related to metabolic syndrome was a personal wake-up call. I do not want to be that person. Since January, I’ve lost 15 pounds through intermittent fasting (I’m at 18/6, for those of you who will ask), and got off the only medication I was on. I feel much better, and I fit into my old jeans from my college days… which… I guess was a great pay-off for never throwing them away? Past Me’s optimism was warranted after all!
Controlling when I ate took care of a lot of my weight issues, but since I’d like to lose maybe another five I’m going to start looking at what I’m eating and see if I can adjust my diet to something a little less “I’m missing an internal organ so I default to eating easy-to-digest things” and a little more “I don’t run on carbs.” I’ve also started walking daily, once on weekends and twice on weekdays. I don’t think of this as exercise. More like ‘move and think’ time, because moving helps me think.
Related to ‘helping me think,’ I spent a lot of 2021 examining my relationship with technology and realtime. I wake up early (around 5 am) and spend at least half an hour quietly doing non-technology things: I go for my first walk, I practice handwriting, I read the Bible, or a classic book, or I read a little of one of my language textbooks and practice some of the exercises in it. When I’m out, I try to be mindful of how much I’m using my phone; I make conscious choices not to whip it out when I’m waiting in line, or when I’m bored, and instead try to participate more fully in whatever’s around me, and whatever I’m feeling (even if it’s boredom). I’ve felt like technology is slowly overtaking the pauses in my life that I used to need so my subconscious could churn away on whatever it needed to work on, so my goal was to reclaim those pauses. Doing this has taught me that technology inspires a freneticism that uses up a lot of energy and cope. At first, slowing down made me anxious—what was I missing, why was I not getting as much done? But now that I’ve been working at this for a year, I’ve discovered I only felt like I was getting things done, and the things I was missing weren’t necessary.
The only thing I miss is talking with people.
To deal with that, I decided to interact more completely with human beings in front of me, which has led me to have lots of odd and interesting revelations. The most bizarre and repeatable is that if you are fully present during a random interaction with a stranger, it always goes better than if you’re not. You don’t even have to be smiley and enthusiastic for this to work, 9 times out of 10. If your energy level is “I am here and paying attention to you, and only you” then you get a very different response from “I am wrapped up in my own head.” It is bizarre how much free stuff people give me when I am present in their moment with them, and how much better they treat me.
“Put down the phone/tablet/etc. when someone is talking to you” is a good way to start on this path if you want to try it. If you do it enough times, you will begin to notice how infrequently other people do it, and realize how rude it is.
So that was 2021. I feel I rescued it from the wreckage, but it was not my best year (sales were particularly abysmal). 2022 is going to be better.
How did yours go? And what would you like to see from me in 2022?
Or at least, I intend it to be relaxing. Hopefully it delivers.
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In which I talk about the paper, the paint, and the experience of oils versus gouache. Fun stuff, will do more.
Thank you Locals supporters! Your contribution to my art war chest here is what's powering these experiments and videos. For now I'm keeping them public but I may start doing some subscriber-only videos if you all are interested.💖
Thanks for your comments yesterday on the business post... all very provocative, in a good way. I'll try to respond to all of them today.
Some Alysha misc now, since I'm gearing up for the results of the Kickstarter!
Petrov is giving away coupon codes for every book in the Alysha series (and has some leftover coupons for Marda and the business book). You can pick those up here (and please do! The books are bought already, someone should use them!) https://twitter.com/PetrovNeutrino/status/1457344535843987461
Our own @JudasComplex sent along a sample of the Faith in the Service audiobook, which I've attached for your delight! I... haven't had a chance to listen to it. Don't ask me about my past week and a half or so. Putting it here will guarantee I get to it.
After hearing the amused comments during the livestream, I went ahead and added all the ship type illustrations I have inked from the 90s to the wiki. Glory in the rampant adorableness of their anthropomorphic stylings! See those ...
A little comedy today, at least in the link. Transcript follows.
Hi, all. Welcome to this episode of The Jaguar’s Heart.
A while back I was introduced to a comedy sketch about Cuban coffee by a Mexican comedian, Gabriel Iglesias. ( The sketch begins with him greeting all his fellow Latinos and then backing up to say ‘but we’re all different, aren’t we’ which is a segue into a demonstration of how different Hispanics speak Spanish.
It is hilarious. First, because I am a Spanish speaker and a linguistics hobbyist, and his portrayal of various accents resonated with my experiences in trying to make sense of them myself… Not always easy, since from culture to culture, slang and accent are often totally different (and sometimes grammar! Spaniards use a grammatical construct that has died out in many other Spanish-speaking countries, the plural “you.”)
I also loved it because the Cuban coffee part is real. I grew up with Cubans. I know how we are....
One of the most common things I hear (and say) right now is "the asymmetry is the story." Here's one about how none of us are innocent of the sins we hate in others.
Hi, all. Welcome to this week’s episode of The Jaguar’s Heart.
It’s been weeks since the Baen’s Bar incident and I’m still thinking about it... because the longer I do, the more I feel, overwhelmingly, that it’s obvious that the problem is deeper than “this forum was saying stuff that offended us.” We have to back up to the glaring fact that people on opposite sides no longer consider each other human. Nothing I say will matter because the people disagreeing with me don’t think I’m human. They have denied my humanity; they have not bothered to listen to my beliefs, or have fake-listened to them in that way that people do when they’re so ready to prove you wrong that they’re only using your speech to provide talking points for their own ideas.
We have forgotten how to listen.
Increasingly, we have also ...
I have been hacking at this for nearly two weeks! But I think I'm minimally viable (other than a few niggling CSS errors I'm chasing down). Everything's been redesigned around the quiz, and the store in particular got overhauled in a way that hopefully makes what you want to shop for easier to find. Please go wander my website and my revamped shopify store and tell me if there's anything that breaks for you (or that delights you - there are easter eggs!). The site should change colors based on the time of day, and there are random fun facts to read (and click on) and other things, too. Plus, the quiz! And such. :)
Website: https://mcahogarth.org
Quiz: https://mcahogarth.org/bookrec/
Shop: https://studiomcah.com/
Mostly, what the jaguar is up to is resting, because I managed to overuse my hands/arm/shoulder and now every time I type or sit at the computer or drawing board, I aggravate the injury. Very frustrating! But I wanted to get out this (mostly dictated) update for you!
Kherishdar 5 is about 2/3rds done, and Conversations 3 is 90% done. (Yes, imagine my frustration that I’m this close and can’t keep going!). I’m still anticipating an early summer date for those.
The gamelit novel is now available at retail, which means it’s officially out! It will finish serializing on PatreLocals and then I’ll decide what I’m serializing next. If you’ve read it and feel like dropping a review on Amazon, Goodreads, or my shop, I’d appreciate it! And the special edition will be available once I okay the new proof, which probably won’t get to me for another month or so. Sorry! Special editions take a long time to print. Here's the "Every retailer" landing page; note that AI-audio is the only ...
The Jokka kickstarter launches Thursday! And runs for 12 days, so if you want any of the original art (or one of the few “get yourself drawn as one of the Jokka” slots), go sign up to be notified of launch!
Scott Adams is fond of saying that you either want something, or you decide. That if you’re in the ‘I want’ phase, you don’t actually take steps; things only start happening when you have decided they’re going to happen. And I, ariisen, have finally decided I’m sick of not scanning and archiving my sketchbooks and turning them into stuff you can enjoy, like art books and prints and wiki images! I’ve already done Sketchbooks 1-10, and I’ve made a start on the next set of ten.
My plan is to run a Kickstarter for the first art book in a month or two (so if you’re a fan of my art more than my writing, your campaign is coming!) and use that as the proof-of-concept for the process for the remaining 200 or so… see where the issues are, streamline where I can, order proofs of the art book and decide what paper I like and what kinds of covers are economically feasible. I’ve timed myself and it takes about two hours to scan one sketchbook, if I stand there and do nothing but turn pages. I don’t think I can make that part go by faster, but I might be able to do something about the post-processing phase. Let the experimentation begin!
While I’m doing that, I’ll be posting some of the scans here! These posts will be separate from Back in Time Tuesday, which is for finished artwork dug out of the closet from whatever time period I feel like sharing. This means the Patreon will be getting EVEN MORE ART.
I’m debating right now whether the art sharing will be my “serial” until I’m ready to serialize new fiction. Someone also suggested writing wiki/worldbuilding entries as serial content, which might be fun. But I’m still only wanting to do those things—I definitely haven’t decided. Until then, there definitely will be an art explosion. I’ve montaged some things up there as demonstration of what you have to look forward to!
If you are a lurker, now’s a good time to decide whether you want to subscribe to contribute to my coffee fund. I do, in fact, literally drink a cup of coffee while trapped in my laundry room, turning pages and leaning on the drier! Or if you’re a paying subscriber, consider buying me a monthly coffee if you’re currently in the ‘tossing the jaguar a buck’ club. My coffee capsules are closer to $2 after shipping. XD
We’re all overloaded and looking for moments of beauty and cheer and inspiration in our days. A lot of this older artwork is silly, or delightful, or cartoonical, and I think it might be just what we need.
Seriously, check out happy bee guy there. What even was that. Lol.😂
Anyway, I'm doing the things! Jokka! Art! Fun! Forth!